DIDIE in WONDERLAND .....: kesah si pengentut tegar..

DIDIE in WONDERLAND .....: kesah si pengentut tegar..: "Tersebut la alkisah pasal seorang pengentut tegar yg baru sahaja berkecimpung dlm arena kentut-mengentut ni..kes nya sebab si pengentut tega..."

what inside my mind?

'waiting for unclear foreseen decision making after few months stranded in nowhere is killing me personally.I feel like being conned and betrayed'-NDI,23Nov2011

Nah amik ko..fedap ngan keje aku currently..sampai aku buat quote sendiri.
rasa geram pun ada regarding aku resign my first job which is I love so far..And then agreed to grab lifetime opportunity to west because I knew at the first place when I come back home..I got a place in the government.
And now, sudah masuk 8 bulan still no news from them. A tiny problem occurred which is my degree is not recognized when I get back home. It was recognized few years before and they claimed to pull back the recognition the same year I got back. Funny isn't it because we were not the one who choose the university plus the degree course (indeed I was hoping they offered me Kingston University,well this is what scholarship stands for damn it)

And stranded in a family running business like my mom said recently, 'Crazy like hell'
aku pun terkejut dengar mak aku terlepas cakap macam ni time tengok tv last nite.well, we end with a big laughed!

He is the one??

Ok I've had enough of people around me never stop asking 'any boyfriend? pakwe?bf?teman tapi mesra?lover?or what ever names they call just to mention,'DO You have a boyfriend?'

Even the closest with me, mum once or twice asked me this silly question. It is not wrong to ask but hey, do I look like need one? Ok this sounds so egoist and greed which mean bitchwhospeakslikesheisthehottestgirlever situation.

The truth is..I was and currently surround by them, boyfriends,officemates,classmates,brothers which is all categorize in men since I chose the aviation field where women are less likely in the community.

When we get closer knowing each other, sometimes I think,'poor the girl who married this man I know'.So sendiri mahu paham la kan. When I answered No boyfriend, they will replied I was the one who picky to have any man in their life.

It is not picky that matter. To find the right one is not easy. We have our own right to choose if we have the choices before it is too late but not so late.

Malaysia Boleh..so can I

Try hardly to reduce eating carbs as I am taking new supplement dietary food, which is I will not revealed yet until it is totally work!

I started last Thursday and will jot down how many kg I've already get after finish the whole 1 can. But the thing is that, to stop taking carb (rice, noodle,bread etc)is hardly to do as I am still eating the forbidden food. Well, will seriously stop tomorrow.

My mom currently in Kedah for a week there and left three of us here. I am so damn missing my mom now. My dad will leaving the same destination next Monday night by train as well. That's make just ali and me at home. It is now half past midnite peeps, good night then.

Feeling or falling?

Jumaat as usual for all working people, is a heaven for next two days. Well hari ni aku tak de mood. Everyday meeting kat office boleh pecah kepala aku dibuatnya. Yes the commissioning date is very near nak mati..Installation progress slow,barang tak sampai and the bosses, cakap macam nak telan semua orang. Project started last December but everyone keep asking, can we finish before the dateline??

Put a faith on us la..come on, kilam kelibut macam mana pun mesti siap on time..(please,please,preety please)34 days and counting,aku pun macam tak yakin bila semua orang buat2 muka tak confident.

So cut the long story short, after a very short site visit in the morning, then lunch at KFC, I went back to office and I started feeling my stomachache killing me.It was period pain I'm having. I told my superior I want to go back early and at 2.30pm, off I go. Kali ni kerja aku macam tak exciting macam dulu-dulu..Tak semua yang kita nak,kita dapat.kan?Syukur ada kerja untuk menanggung kehidupan seharian..Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH

Esok sabtu aku rasa nak pergi tempat ala2 adventure kira macam national park la..ada member kat FRIM tu..aku tak penah masuk sana lagi walaupun dah 27 tahun duk lalu lalang kat area tu.mungkin kalau 'tour guide free' aku tu sudi, senang la aku nak mengeksplor.Aku dah text mamat ni, dia kata ada kerja..but will get to me soon..hehehe..

when my contractor told me about sushi at starhill

urgh..sejak minggu lepas lagi baju aku kat site for sure melekit2 basah. Project kat site dah delay 2weeks, the bosses dah bising2.pening kepala tau..dengan contractor,customer,bos sendiri nya peel..haih sabar jela..dan gaji tak keluar2 lagi ni.saket hati tau, dah nak masuk 4hb.

dan tadi,time lunch, one of the contractor tokey ajak keluar sama lunch kat area2 site jek.so aku ON kan aje,time kepupusan bangat ni rezeki jangan ditolak.

sambil berbual2 kosong campur hal kerja,tengah makan2 tu he asked me something like this la,'U suka makan SUSHI?' Aku pun heran..tapi ye la sushi tu adalah makanan die hard fan aku.Adalah susah sangat aku nak beli sendiri melainkan ada orang belanja atau orang lain buat aku tukang makan.

so I answered,'Yup I suka sushi.tapi dah lama tak makan.kat area sini mana nak cari?'

then contractor ni cakap selamba ngan aku,'Ada satu ni kat Star Hill,esok kita pergi makan sana la.' Aku pun reply,'Star Hill kat KL tu?' Tapi aku pun tak sure la sama ada dia ajak ke apa ke sebab esok tu adalah jumaat. Mustahil nak ajak makan kat KL time lunch. Sesambil makan tu aku tnya la lagi (padahal tengah confuse..ye la chinese kalau cakap melayu ni boleh mendatangkan kekeliruan disitu.Aku bajet dia kata dia dan orang lain makan kat sana)'U pergi dengan family ke?'

Dia reply camni la lebih kurang, 'Tak la,dengan kawan'

Ok itu makna nya dia pergi dengan orang lain. Bukan ajak aku ye..hahaha silap paham disitu..kalau tak berkobar2 aku nak pergi site hari jumaat kan..ahahaha