Hati ini..

Akhirnya selesai sudah hari bahagia mereka..Sedih bila dengar Ali, my last brother told me the relatives kutuk2 our family. Memang mulut famous nenek tu akan bercerita hal buruk aku n family kepada semua. We already get used to it. Tolong pun salah, bila tak tolong tu laagii salah..Apa yang tak puas hati sangat tu aku tatau kan. We knew we all tak senang but all my siblings managed to be a better person. Ni lah kenduri kendara, orang nak bergembira memang tak senang. Sorry to say, aku memang tak puas hati seriously. I remembered few years back, I got an offer to a boarding school in Kuantan, sekolah sains gitu..and guess what, my not so lovely grandmother tu boleh cakap;'Alah, boleh ke dila(my nickname) tu duduk hostel? dengan muka masam (maklumlah aku ni muka tak cantik) mesti susah nak dapat kawan.'

ok fine, masa tu umur 12 tahun muka aku dah berubah bila dengar orang cakap macam tu.nak meleleh jek air mata aku..ke dah meleleh tah..

aku pergi jugak kuantan tu..and believe me, I am the first grand daughter yang masuk sekolah sains..(dulu tu famous la)

and about friends, I have loads of them from Kuantan boarding school which is my best friends up to now.

That was not the end..Ada bertimbun2 lagi kutukan demi kutukan diberi..

Same thing happened before I went to UK after I got a scholarship for three years which I had to resign my job to accept the offer..(gila ko nak tolak orang suruh belajar free kat UK nuuu??)

sekali lagi ada suara jealous berbunyi lebih kurang begini,'Ko dah beli rumah, kereta lepas tu nak berhenti kerja. Kalau ko pergi London tu sape nak bayar semua ni?! Susahkan mak bapak ko je'

I already discussed this matter with family, I've sent some of my allowance to Mum for the house loan payment and kalau orang bijak tu, apa guna ada internet banking kan? bayar bil tok nenek semua boleh laaa. Trust me I did and I have no problem at all (adala sket prob, tapi kasi setel laa). And again, I was the first of the big proud family pursue my study oversea with a scholarship!! (Bukan utk meninggi diri, tapi geram)

Itu baru sikit..tapi ini yang latest one la..Yes I admit I gained soo much weight after return back home. Few days before I've been to the specialist which the Doc explaining my heart have some sort of little problem but it's look like fine with me.
Enough that, kenduri dari 2 3 hari lepas ni berbalun2 aku dikutuk,diumpat dgn masalah kegemukan yang diorang sangat busy body tak tentu arah. Macam aku ni tak boleh nak bangun kan sebab terlampau gemuk. oh my goodness.

Anyway, happy CNY everybody..esok isnin aku cuti lagi..yeehaa